A simple stare at the stars and I started to figure something out.....

So, After much deliberation, I've come to the realization that I need to regain all of the hope and passion in my life that was lost .The hope and passion that has driven me to greatness in the past. Throughout my last week or so of funk, I've been watching a lot of movies, some sappy chic-flicks and others that were just plain sappy. But at the end of all of these movies, both of the characters would always have the same things in common. That was, how they figured out what they wanted and needed after searching for the wrong things all along. Whether it was a love that someone found or a lifestyle change that was much needed, they never sought after any of in the beginning. Kinda how things have been going with me. I am becoming more and more convinced that without passion, without a sense of hope, that I will not get any closer to finding happiness in this fucked up, beautiful world, but also I realize that hope and passion alone won't get you there. You have to take a chance, you have to sometimes close your eyes, take a breath and leap forward for no other reason other than what your heart tells you.....Small steps are all I can afford right now but the small steps are at least getting me moving in the right direction.