Right now as alway's....

As of right now, I'm confused and uncertain. Uncertain as to what my life on this earth will bring. Since being back to the place that I vowed to never come back to, I've resurfaced certain feelings and emotions that I cant help but elaborate on.....Love, Pain, Confusion. It's something that keeps me up at night.Something that brings me an undying want to figure it all out. I pray that something gives. I pray that something is beautiful after all of this.